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Happy New Year!

Sat Dec 31, 2016, 10:12 PM
Wishing that everyone has a very happy and safe new year! Welcome 2017! Here's to hoping that it'll be better than last year!Huggle! :happybounce: Heart La la la la :HappyNewYear: Happy New Year 2011 :happynewyear:
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  • Playing: Star wars
  • Drinking: Water

Halloween!

Mon Oct 31, 2016, 7:07 PM
Wishing you all a happy and safe Halloween! Enjoy your night my lovelies! :happybounce: Huggle! Heart :D (Big Grin) Ghost Avatar *Free Icon/Emote* Halloween Pusheen -:Halloween:- Spider Pixel- Halloween 

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  • Reading: English textbook
  • Playing: Star wars
  • Drinking: Water

Good News!

Mon Jul 25, 2016, 7:04 PM
Sorry I just kinda disappeared like that, everything in my life just happened all at once. Problems with important paperwork, personal problems and just a general aggravation all around. Things have calmed down now to a nice, pleasant pace and I'm trying to stay positive. The good news is that a writing project I had worked on is finally finished and will be broadcast on German television soon! So I'm very, very excited about that :) When it gets closer to the date I'll update on the details and I'll say what it really is but I'll have to leave that as a surprise for you all for now. On another good note my school stuff has been resolved and I'm all set for the Fall semester. So between now and the next few months should prove to be extremely eventful. I also want to take this time to thank everyone who reads my work as well as for all the faves and support. I might not get to message you back right away but it really means alot to me and every message touches my heart. So Thank You!!!

I'll update soon so in the meantime everyone please be well and be safe.

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  • Reading: English textbook
  • Playing: Star wars
  • Drinking: Water

Going through some stuff again...

Tue May 3, 2016, 1:29 PM


Things took a turn for the worst lately... I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't even know where to begin or what to say. I try so hard but things never seem to work out... school, work, life, friendships, love... and it hasn't been this bad for a long time.... I really just don't know....

  • Listening to: Armor For Sleep
  • Watching: The rain
  • Drinking: Coffee

Life update

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 6, 2016, 6:20 PM
Well some stuff happened... Life is still pretty up and down for me (with alot of down days) I've been pretty depressed struggling with my scars and some physical issues with my body...  (but today is a good day) I'm slowly getting better, progress is progress I guess. Aside from that I'm trying to get into a local school by me but I'm not all that optimistic, I guess I wont cheer until I get accepted.

  • Drinking: Coffee

Prayers for Belgium

Tue Mar 22, 2016, 12:37 PM


Just found out about what happened in Brussels today... My thoughts and prayers go out to all of the people affected by this horrible tragedy Waaaah! 

  • Listening to: The news
  • Drinking: Coffee

Devious Journal Entry

Mon Feb 29, 2016, 9:05 PM


Sorry for the long absence and not replying to any messages for all this time. Life has been very up and down for me lately and I'm struggling with alot. Some stuff has gotten better, some got worse, but I have written some new pieces which I will be uploading soon. Writing is sort of like my sanctuary and helps me with hard times... Anyways you will be seeing alot more of me soon.

  • Listening to: The news
  • Eating: ramen noodles

My life is a tragedy...

Tue Feb 2, 2016, 4:45 PM


Why is it that whenever I love or care for something it always seems to get taken away from me? I had a family emergency last night about my mom. She was hit by a car when she was trying to cross the street with her walker.... She's alive thank god but shes in alot of pain and suffered a broken elbow, hip, tibia and both of her ankles....She's in a really good hospital but she's going to be in there a while.... and she is going to have to get multiple operations. I don't know if it was a hit and run but apparently the guy turned himself in. I just cant believe this is happening it's just so unreal. At first when I found out I felt strangely calm but at the same time extremely angry... now I just feel so helpless and sad...I wasn't there and couldn't do anything to protect her. I 'm not really sure how to deal with this and I'm scared...I don't know. I already lost so much.... I honestly don't have much of a family left.... I guess I'm just not meant to be happy....

  • Listening to: The rain
  • Drinking: Coffee

RIP Alan Rickman :(

Thu Jan 14, 2016, 7:06 AM


Another great and talented soul passed away today....  I'm so shocked and saddened I really cant believe it. Goodbye Alan Rickman, you will be greatly missed Waaaah! 

  • Drinking: Coffee
Wishing everyone a happy and safe new year!

I quit my second job

Tue Dec 29, 2015, 2:03 PM
I finally quit my second job! I honestly can't believe it myself that I actually did it but I did. And the weird thing is that instead of feeling scared or worried I feel.... happy. A happiness I haven't felt in so long. I'll probably write about the experience later but I couldn't wait to give the announcement! And yes, this also means that I will be on here regularly again.

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  • Listening to: The Killers
  • Reading: Ender's Game
  • Eating: Instant noodles
Well I was really sick for a while there, but I've  finally gotten over it. (For the most part) one of the good things I have to say that came out of it was I had time to write some more poems and a few story summaries. For all the people who were waiting on me to post more work and reply to comments I really apologize

Happy Thanksgiving

Thu Nov 26, 2015, 5:27 PM


Hope everyone has a very happy thanksgiving :D

  • Drinking: Water

Just heard about France....

Sun Nov 15, 2015, 9:36 PM


I am so sickened and devastated by what is going on in the world today :( Hoping and praying for the victims and their families... For all the people over in the midst of all this stay strong and stay safe. You are not alone. Vive la France

  • Listening to: The news
  • Drinking: Water

Learning stuff

Tue Nov 10, 2015, 6:34 AM
Sorry for my huge inactivity on here, been busy with life stuff and the like. I've actually gotten addicted to learning different languages. French is the one I'm best at but I'm trying to learn others and hopefully soon I'll get good enough to write poems and stories in them La la la la 

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  • Drinking: Coffee

Halloween!

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 31, 2015, 6:45 PM
Hope everyone had a happy and safe Halloween! See you guys in November! :D

  • Listening to: The rain

The future is now!

Journal Entry: Wed Oct 21, 2015, 8:18 AM
Celebrating back to the future day today October 21, 2015! I'm such a die hard fan of this. I'll be watching all three of the movies and going to an 80's themed party tonight!

so I'll see you in the future.... :D

An uncertian future?

Wed Sep 23, 2015, 8:11 AM


Well I had an accident at work yesterday :( I was cleaning something exactly like my boss told me and the chemical cleaner came back on me and got in my eyes. I went to an eye doctor and he gave me some stuff but it still burns and I'm having headaches. I'm really, really not happy with that place. I 'll stay just in case I have to go back to the doctor but as soon as I get the ok that my eyes are fine I'm leaving it. I feel a whole range of intense emotions right now.... anger, frustration, worry, fear... and I'm not sure what to do with them all. I've been working 2 jobs for a year and a half now and if I leave this one it could really put me in a hole but I cant do this anymore. This is just one of many things that I've gone through with them and even though I do need the money its just not worth it. The good thing about leaving there is I'll have more time to peruse my dreams and devotion to my art. I don't know... I'm scared and worried about my health and my future.... I kinda need a hug and some reassurance right now :(

  • Drinking: Water

Vacation Time!

Wed Sep 2, 2015, 8:22 PM
Today marks the first day of my vacation!! Woot woot! :D I'm so happy to get this time off I almost don't know what to do with myself. Sweet, sweet freedom :D

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  • Listening to: Stand up comedy
  • Drinking: Tea

Mehh...

Wed Aug 26, 2015, 6:07 PM


Feeling depressed lately.... I dont know I guess I'm just tired of stuff. I'm still working two jobs which has taken a toll on me, my health isnt as great as it used to be, my living situation sucks, and the few family that I still have I haven't seen in about 5 years (distance and money issues). I just feel like I'm trapped I guess... hating my life at the moment and knowing that nothing is going to change for a while...

  • Listening to: The news
  • Drinking: Tea